Does my font look upset? I was going for upset.

Let me just say that PMS has trapped me once again, along with my crappy financial situation and carrie just had a big old crying like a baby pity party, but i feel better now and have gained some perspective on some things. And may I just say that my dad is the best guy in the world? (at least most of the time) Not only did he fix my cell phone- which he also gave me, in addition to fixing my desk YAY! after I spoke to hime tonight i was upset because he was telling me some things i knew, but didn't want to recognize, i drove away to do some work at work, telling myself not to cry, when my dad 2 ways me and says, "carrie do you need some money? Are you okay?" I told him that it was better if he didn't give me any and he says, "okay, but know that if you need anything i'm here for you." I'm like, okay NOW i'm crying. so i head off to work ( i had to get something ready for melissa for tomorrow) blubbering like I haven't in a long time. Which really was very therapudic, and now i'm thinking a lot more rationally, not that my situation has changed at all. My dad is going to get a big fat card from carrie as a thank you for all he's done lately. If you pray for me please pray that I'll have peace about the decisions that i need to make (which i won't go into now) and that i will be clear and not let my emotions cloud the choices i Need to make. Thats all i'm saying about that.
In other news of Carrie my desk is now repaired and upright again and has 2 metal braces holding it up- it reminds me of haley ( who is sadly moving away from the daycare) It doesn't look too bad, and I'm planning on finding some nifty way to decorate it and hide the mess. Okay done venting once again. Didn't I say earlier that the Devil would be laying some serious smack down on me bacause i was feeling content. I suppose I should take it as a compliment and trust that it means i'm meant for great things if he tries so hard to bring me down.