Sick Girl

I am home sick today. I don't know why, but I have just been feeling so crappy lately, but I have been feeling run down. Its the cold fall weather i guess- and the fact that I am crazy busy. At least now I have my wirelss card, so I can lay in bed and do one of my online classes or look up stuff online, or do work for the River. I have managed to get most of the registration stuff done for the retreat, and to put people into teams for theFridy night games. I also emailed people about the next River Youth Ministry planning meeting. I have decided that I have been trying to please too many of the people, when there is no real chance that I can find a meeting time and night that will work for everyone involved. I also have four new people from our small group drive who are interested in helping out with the youth group. I have been praying that I can find a way to devote more time to the youth group, because I really feel strongly about the ministry of the River, and the type of communitry that we are trying to be. Its weird though, lately people have been saying weird things to me about it. I was talking to Marti- one of my coworkers who also attends the River about my schedule for next year, and she says to me,"who knows, you might even be working here." And other people have been saying things ind of like that. I know how important youth ministry is to the life of a church, but I also don't want to sound arrogant and as though i consider myself overly important or anything. After all, I only went to RBC for a year. I am a little intimidated by the fact that the onus is on me for all of this stuff, but I am trusting that God lead my steps in this situation, and I am trying to trust more in every area of my life.