Pigging Out

so, I've been trying to eat healthier lately, and to not snack as much, but I've been noticing something when i don't snack. During the middle of nap time my brain just shuts down and my mood goes south as well. This is partially due to having to wake up jakob and luke- who look so peaceful asleep, and i know how i hate having to get up to the alarm so i have much sympathy for them, and also i have to try to keep the ones that don't sleep from being too crazy and waking everyone else up. I think though that I might have a thyroid problem that is affecting me too. So i'm trying to eat many little meals during the day, instead of three bigger ones. The only problem I've seen so far is that I feel like a pig, and i feel hungry lots of the time. I guess ill just have to exercize more, even though were done with the girls work out thing.


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Once again I go to Lewis, from The Great Divorce "If we insist on keeping Hell (or even earth) we shall not see Heaven: if we accept Heaven we shall not be able to retain even the smallest and most intimate souveniers of Hell." (now, if only I could remember this and focus on what my ultimate goal is, rather than on all of the small insignificant things here that bog me down)